Friday, January 28, 2011

Left school early today. Im going out of town (yet again). More long car rides... woohoo..
I got a weeks worth of homework i gota do while im gone.. that part is ok but i might have to sit thru science class on monday and wednesday through skype.. and myclass is an hour and a half. I could be tannin but nooo, ill be sitting thru class for lik 2 hours!
But ill just say that skype doesnt work.. witch it probably wont in the middle of the ocean hahah.
Oh yeah..did i mention i was going to the carribean...on a cruise? Lol idk if i did in some earlier post hah.
And i had to resite a poem to my acting teacher today.. i totally failed the first time.. im sooo scared. She might not think that i deserve the part that she might give me for our play cuz i cant resite a poem. I think i did super good in my auditon. And it would really suck if i didnt get a good part just cuz i fucked up resiting my poem cuz i was nervous! But i did better the second time..luckily...haha

Gtg pack and stuff haha
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Wednesday, January 26, 2011

new school...?

Soo im shadowing some school right now... its weird. the kidz r potheads..and its a hard school. Idk. Its ok i guess.. im just not feeling it.
I do. Not. Like. It.
I like myschool more....

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Sunday, January 23, 2011

just random things bout me.

I listen to rap when im depressed
I can fall asleep to metal\screamo music
Lately i feel like a boring person.
Unfortunaitly i take things personally. :(
Im listenin to lil wayne right now....not that bad..
I havent had a boyfriend for 10 months.
I wish i could rap
I wish i could scream
I wish i was a good singer
I wish i could play the piano better
I wish i didnt wish things as much as i do.
Lately ive felt like shit... i dont like feeling that way.
You suck.
I love you.
You piss me off.
I let everyone walk all over me. All my life.
Im shy.
I think my dark hair looks prty smexii hahaha
I really wana put green in my hair...
But i cant because of modeling.
I want a normal highschool experience.
But i dont wana leave my friends at my school
Wait..what friends?
I dont care anymore..

Wow...i sound really really emo right now
I guess im in a pissy sad emo mood at the moment.

I dont wan go to school anymore....


Well u know how i say i hav nofriends.. i do im just so sick and tired of their bullshit...
Just wanted to make that clear...
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Something you DO NOT say to a girl.

"If I was actually hot i would probably get hotter girls than offense."


um..offense taken... 

Saturday, January 22, 2011

Just wanted to say hi (:
Been at my grandads funeral all weekend. Gettin back tonight...
Then leaving again in 5 days for a vacation.
I feel really spoiled that im going on a vacation in the middle of the year... im not guna say where cuz it would make me feel worse..and i dont want people stalking me while im there 0.o
So yeah...
I cant believe ill miss a week of school. Ive already missed a shit load of school this month cuz of snow day and dentist apointments and funerals... wow.

Well...immmm gunna go now.. as much as id love blogging fo ever and ever i am not gunna bore u guys with my constant talking haha(:
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Monday, January 17, 2011


You wonder why I don't talk to you anymore 
and p l e a s e believe me
when I say it's not that I don't want to
it's just
that everything I want to say
I can't tell you a n y m o r e...

Sunday, January 16, 2011


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Saturday, January 15, 2011

testin this blogger app on my phone..

I just took this pic. Im in the back of my friends moms truck going to the mall(: i love her dog Little Bit :D lol
So i hope to blog more from my cell phone more. I love this app!! Its so nice to have. Like when im at school and get inspiration i could just go on this app and write something. Haha.
Soo yeah. Hopefully more pics to come today haha

U people should follow me or tell ur friends r sumthin.. :\
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Friday, January 14, 2011


So yeah i probably seem like some strange obsessive wannabe scene person but i'm getting my hair re-did on wednesday and i'm thinking of doing something crazy! not to crazy but just kinda fun and something I want to do. u know? lol.
I'm just thinking of ideas.
I like green(: (: (:

so i'm really lovin this hair style soo much <3
this is what i'm thinking of doing my hair as.
except with brown hair and green + blonde highlights maybe. (:
if my over protective mother lets me..haha

blonde green scene hair
sumthin like this maybe would be better? lol

nuthin like this but this looks soo awesome!!!

fuckin manic panic yo!

I love that so much!!

woodstock... (:
how about u go die in a hole
just go inside and sit there,
I dont care where u go
just leave me now
dont ever come home.
I am done with all this shit
i have just had enough of this.
You made my life hell
you made me cry
I hope that u would just...
Leave me alone
never come back
just go away
and hit the sack.


Thursday, January 13, 2011

now i know my abcs..

I'm a dork!! x)

just wanted to say g o o d n i g h t...

loves and hugs..


n o t h i n g n e s s....

Tuesday, January 11, 2011


I'm Happy right now
Do you know Why
I have had Two snow days
Tomorrow makes 


Monday, January 10, 2011

I am so glad my name is Nicole because this is such a pretty song(: (:

Sunday, January 9, 2011

(Love...) on my mind right now. (poem)

Love is confusing
I hate what its become
It used to be all fairy tales
but now look what its done? 

I always thought it'd go my way
or it would turn out right.
but so far it hasn't..
thats gone on all my life. 

One time i thought i found it
thought i could just relax
but then one day,
im sad to say,
it bit me in the ass.

So now i'm here 
just waiting here
for that someone to arrive
But i'm losing hope
so much hope
that i think my love has died.

All the guys i want to date
sadly all have girlfriends
like you for instance...

I love you
Your my best friend
We used to talk all night
But then something happend
and now nothings right. 
its a very sad sight. 

I'm depressed now
I'm sad.
Did i do something wrong? 
Did i annoy you so much thats
why you've ignored me for so long?

I feel like i'm contagous.
people talk to me then leave
never answer my phone calls 
now i'm starting to believe

that this love thing isn't working out
especially for me
its been to long
since i found someone
it really sux for me.

(so i write poems when i need to get things out. Haha. its everything going through my head at this moment)

Thursday, January 6, 2011

i feel beautiful today

i am in a beautiful mood today<33 I'm not sure why...I just am. Today wasn't even the greatest day. I guess its just those little things.
The Bad:
Some of my friends were sad
i cant be in photography
I have to take spanish instead of photography
i couldn't pay attention in my classes
i was really tired :/

The Good:
I got to see my friends
I listened to the song Dont worry be happy
My (amazing) art teacher told the rock band teacher about how i play the ukulele and how i have a good singing voice. (i've secretly always wanted to be in Advanced Band) and now i'm closer than i have been to being in it.
All of my homework isn't due til next week x)

People say that i have a good voice. Its kinda strange. I dont see myself as having a really good voice...well.. i guess i did until i put videos on youtube of me singing and everyone said i sucked..that realy made my confidence level go down A LOT!! so thats how all that went down.. :/

So thats my day(:

i'll put pics on later :P

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

First day of school and free kisses

so it was my first day of school today. It was a half day and it was fun. I went to the mall with like my best friend Trevor. :D it was really fun. There was this really REALLY hot guy at the mall and he was wearing a "Free Kisses" shirt and i looked at him and shrugged and he came up to me and kissed me. it really made my day. Also i saw this guy from my school and i think he was flirting with me also. :P
So yeah. that was my day today(:
And here are cute pictures..

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

last night of freedom..

i wish it was summer right now..

I hope you enjoy these pictures(: 
i'm really tired... 
got a new phone today. Its the Samsung epic. 
its pretty epic...
except it keeps freezing and the screen turns black randomly
witch makes it not so epic... :(

I like the song Miserable at Best by Mayday Parade. Its my favorite song right now. 
School starts tomorrow. ICK!! 
i want to see my friends but just the thought of school and going to spanish class is just... ugh.. *shivers*
soo yeah. i'm just enjoying my last hours of freedom.. :/ 
Well... oh well.
um.. yeah...