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Left school early today. Im going out of town (yet again). More long car rides... woohoo..
I got a weeks worth of homework i gota do while im gone.. that part is ok but i might have to sit thru science class on monday and wednesday through skype.. and myclass is an hour and a half. I could be tannin but nooo, ill be sitting thru class for lik 2 hours!
Damn..
But ill just say that skype doesnt work.. witch it probably wont in the middle of the ocean hahah.
Oh yeah..did i mention i was going to the carribean...on a cruise? Lol idk if i did in some earlier post hah.
And i had to resite a poem to my acting teacher today.. i totally failed the first time.. im sooo scared. She might not think that i deserve the part that she might give me for our play cuz i cant resite a poem. I think i did super good in my auditon. And it would really suck if i didnt get a good part just cuz i fucked up resiting my poem cuz i was nervous! But i did better the second time..luckily...haha

Well...uh..yeah...
Gtg pack and stuff haha

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new school...?

Soo im shadowing some school right now... its weird. the kidz r potheads..and its a hard school. Idk. Its ok i guess.. im just not feeling it.
I do. Not. Like. It.
I like myschool more....

Gah..

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just random things bout me.

I listen to rap when im depressed
I can fall asleep to metal\screamo music
Lately i feel like a boring person.
Unfortunaitly i take things personally. :(
Im listenin to lil wayne right now....not that bad..
I havent had a boyfriend for 10 months.
I wish i could rap
I wish i could scream
I wish i was a good singer
I wish i could play the piano better
I wish i didnt wish things as much as i do.
Lately ive felt like shit... i dont like feeling that way.
You suck.
I love you.
You piss me off.
I let everyone walk all over me. All my life.
Im shy.
I think my dark hair looks prty smexii hahaha
I really wana put green in my hair...
But i cant because of modeling.
I want a normal highschool experience.
But i dont wana leave my friends at my school
Wait..what friends?
I dont care anymore..

Wow...i sound really really emo right now
I guess im in a pissy sad emo mood at the moment.

I dont wan go to school anymore....

Meh..

Well u know how i say i hav nofriends.. i do im just so sick and tired of their bullshit...
Just wanted to make that clear...

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Something you DO NOT say to a girl.

"If I was actually hot i would probably get hotter girls than you....no offense."



:/




um..offense taken... 

Just wanted to say hi (:
Been at my grandads funeral all weekend. Gettin back tonight...
Then leaving again in 5 days for a vacation.
I feel really spoiled that im going on a vacation in the middle of the year... im not guna say where cuz it would make me feel worse..and i dont want people stalking me while im there 0.o
So yeah...
I cant believe ill miss a week of school. Ive already missed a shit load of school this month cuz of snow day and dentist apointments and funerals... wow.

Well...immmm gunna go now.. as much as id love blogging fo ever and ever i am not gunna bore u guys with my constant talking haha(:

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meh..

You wonder why I don't talk to you anymore 
and p l e a s e believe me
when I say it's not that I don't want to
it's just
that everything I want to say
I can't tell you a n y m o r e...

<3

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